“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.”
how can I be so happy in some moments and go to bed crying every night. It doesn't really make sense to me, none of this does. And of course I question myself. If I'm good enough. If I deserve happiness. And as far as I can tell, I don't. So here's to another night of going to bed in tears completely alone and hating myself more than ever.
My only comfort is knowing that the people I love are happy. It would just be nice to be part of their happiness.
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