my exhaustion in feeling this way is killing me. tonight was no exception. I'm failing this semester, I'm losing friends, and I'm completely falling into a feeling that will no doubt end in so much heartbreak.
there is nothing else I can say except I refuse to let these people break me. they're the ones I love but they hurt me so so much. I'll get better, even if it is just to prove them wrong.
Tonight a complete stranger saved me from feeling like this. I spoke with him for nearly 2 and a half hours and by the end of it my stomach hurt I was laughing so hard and I couldn't stop smiling. He was my hero tonight and even though I said thank you over and over it will never come close enough to expressing my gratitude to a truly unselfish and kind person.
"I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised"
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