xo

I have nothing here and need to leave as quickly as I can.

I can't make anything important, I've given up on everything I once knew. All I'm doing is pretending anymore anyway. I want to forget everything from this life. I feel like all I can do right now is just move and start over completely; see if I make all the same mistakes over. that's really what I'm afraid of anyway, failing, fucking up so beautifully again that I end up right where I am.

I'm just to scared to try. right now.