there’s the beautiful people & then there’s the rest of us

I try not to be one of those people who say things like “It’s always something” or “I can’t catch a break.”

But today, I’m saying it. I am trying as hard as I possibly can to get to a better place. To find some level ground concerning my depression. Every single day, I am looking for ways to better cope and understand things in life. And for a moment, I really felt like that despite all the disappointing  things that have happened in my past, that I was finally turning a corner. I felt like I was in control for the first time in so long. Not anymore though.

The last 6 months of my life have been an absolute disaster.

And I need nothing more than to continue to see my therapist but my insurance company has decided to make that impossible for me.  

So I’m back to figuring this out on my own.

Wish me luck.